07-28-2016, 07:52 PM
*This is an older poem*
We lay down... together... I thought it was from love...
I was young... inxeperinced... not that now I'm something
more experienced... but...
We lay down...
The night was alright, like a shakepsearean scenario,
it was the dream of the summer night... At least for me...
I lay down with the devil and never woke up again...
Evil hounds swallowed me...
I lost myself inside of me...
The most difficult is when you don't know yourself...
That's when you don't appreciate yourself, that's when you
kill yourself...
I didn't believe that devils ever existed,
I despised the darkness,
they are so mysterious,
so dark...
I met a devil,
I lay down with the devil...
And the dream becomes a day,
the day becomes a dream..
That wasn't me anymore...
I was something... I was... who knows what...
And you were alright,
watching... wating me to throw my soul
right in the heart of the dark... You were waiting for my
fall...
And I fell... I fell worse than you wanted me to fall,
I fell on my kness before the same devil
that sealed the light of my soul...
I fell... I prayed... I begged...
I begged you... I begged to the devil...
And I sank, in your heart... I sank, in the abysses of
your empty soul... in the black ink of your spirit, I drowned...
I waited...
Mornings... Suns... Moons...
And they were happening, but I wasn't watching them...
I was blind, blinded...
from your dark specter... I lost the light in my eyes...
I lay down with the devil...
before many summers,
and it still hurts me...
Damn it hurts...
There is no day for me,
Dead and silent, timless island...
I wither away... on the cliffs...
I curse the saints and gods... I curse history, present, future...
I curse myself...
For being naive,
for my human weakness,
for the gift of the creator,
the sins...
When I lay down with the devil,
the universe collapsed.. my universe... in my head,
heart and soul...
I lay with the begining of my love's CURSE...
My shadow remained... Wandering, somewhere... sometimes...
IT DOESN'T MATTER... It has remained... THE SHADOW...
The memory... The memory died...